to the infctious laughing gas..

..ahahahaha..hehe..I surely do miss that laugh. Last year, there are times when i walk alone and sit alone in my rooms and suddenly I feel like some thing's missing. It's like my day is not complete and when I hear someone laugh, I hurriedly turn my back and laugh back. I know what I am missing, what is missing in my day-it's that infectious laugh of yours I laugh with for almost everyday for two years.That's one good oh time In would love to go back to.

It's actually ironic that of all mohir it's us who was placed in one course to think it's us who can't get along with. And it's also amazing how two opposite bonds got inseparable and we discovered we actually have many things in common.Yap, we do have-from beliefs to wants in life. but one thing that differs between the two of us is you are BRAVER to take the steps for the things you want and for the people you love. And as I am going over stupid things, you just flip your hair and say " oh well" and no more stress,hehe. And that's one thing I admire and learned from you. That positive attitude and outlook in life and I wish I am as brave as you to take THE NEXT STEP..Evrytime problems arise, I just remember you and I also flip my hair and say I wouldnt waste my time crying over it. hehe..
You know what? I didnt want to be separated in chairs with you in our damn majors, it's like your my strength and when I am not with you, I cant understand and answer the balances!hehe! God, you unconsciously became my "bravery" and my "strength". And so, when i failed, one thing came in my mind-"because I was not beside you in the class" haha! When you left, one question remained in my head...how would I fight in my major without you?
--It's hard..so hard because something is missing..It's funny that all I need is a laugh..your laugh and I can go on...But since you are not here, it's "I" who laugh out loud knowing that if you are with me you will do the same..
nypmhafitz, we might be the two "unemotional" when we are together but I can never deny that there is "that" connection we have ..like I know you understand and I understand..yap, you are my nymph..my butterfly who contributed for me to bloom..to get out of my shell..
You are beautiful nymph even without that make up and clothes..because you know who you are, what you want, and who you want;p You are a strong person who does give up and continues to walk no matter how rough the road is.. you are a woman of strength..whenever you feel like going down, cling to your faith and remember that you are "a brave woman taking a new step!"
Happy 20th my most beloved butterfly=)